well sectionals sucked...i got disqualified. but i kida expected that one. oh well. my birthday is in 9 days and i cant wait!! i told my b/f not to get me anything but i have a feeling he will anyhow. he has elements practice for 10 HOURS on my birthday and it sucks!

Sectionals

I am so excited. Today the swim team leaves for sectionals! we FINALLY get to end the season!! WOOT

WOW

i HATE stupid ppl!!! there's one that needs to shut her fat man lookin face. and her boyfriend should really tell her the truth!!!! well i could go on and on about this but im not in the mood.
so neway im kinda sad cuz at the meet on friday night i barely lost. the girl finished less than a second b4 me so i was really mad abt that. then tonight we have another meet and most of my teachers have decided to give us a crapload of homework. i have algebra2 and spanish, by sixth i'l have more i guarantee it. oh well i'l just do it b4 or after the meet. or even better tomorrow morning at practice. lol

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Things she wants to say
He'll never hear
So much left in pieces
Too much distance, yet he sems closer.
Hearts broken, Promises broken,
Lives put on hold.

Tears he'll never know about
Feelings she cant express
She said she would never leave him
But she had to.
One life protected, two hearts broken.

She had plans.
He encouraged her.
He stood by her side
They said those 3 words
That now seem so empty

She used to be able to stand on her own two feet.
Then she relied on him too much.
She lost herself in him
Now she's lost without him there.
But the only thing she can do
Is let time heal her heart.



i wrote this a long time ago for an exboyfriend an he will never know how much i love him and miss him.

Mondays suck!!

i have decided that mondays suck! lol. so abt the invite on saturday....i came in last in my heat but i took 2 seconds off my usual time so im happy abt that!!!! i kno 2 seconds doesnt sound like much but it is, believe me.
i had a concert on sunday...i hate choir concerts they are boring and our choir sucks. and i messed up a few of my songs on the piccolo...i didnt hit all of the notes right. but thats ok.

1.. Egg Nog or Hot Chocolate? hot chocolate
2. Does Santa wrap presents or just sit them under the tree? Wrapped
3. Colored lights on tree/house or white? both
4. Do you hang mistletoe? No
5. When do you put your decorations up? day after thanksgiving
6. What is your favorite holiday dish (excluding dessert)? my grandma's mashed potatoes
7. Favorite Holiday memory as a child: finding out that my mom was Santa
8. When and how did you learn the truth about Santa? i forget when but it was one morning when we were unwrapping presents i noticed that my mom's handwriting looked a lot like santa's
.9. Do you open a gift on Christmas Eve? Yepp
10. How do you decorate your Christmas Tree? everyone helps decorate an usually my stepdad and i put the lights on
11. Snow! Love it or Dread it? I HATE SNOW!!!!!!
12. Can you ice skate? dont kno...never tried
13. Do you remember your favorite gift? my class ring
14. What's the most important thing about the Holidays for you? my mom making a ton of cookies and waking my mom up at 5 in the morning to open presents
15. What is your favorite Holiday Dessert? chocolate chip cookies
16. What is your favorite holiday tradition? going to my mom's best friend's newyear's party
17. What tops your tree? a funky lookin star-thing
18. Which do you prefer giving or Receiving? both
19. What is your favorite Christmas Song? i dont have one. i get really tired of hearing them soooo much though.
20. Candy Canes? luv em!

Saying Goodbye

Hello evry1. im at school and i cnt c my background pic n its driving me NUTS! lol. i bet your wondering whats up wit my title...well i decided that i have to let go of the one person who knows me better than evry1 (no its not nick). i really miss him n all but its time to go. oh well. i still have all my lovely friends!!!!!!!! lol well im gonna go... luv ya loads
FELICIA